give your people smiles.
Today we're celebrating our first Christmas with a baby, only he's 11 months old and baby hardly seems to describe Rowan anymore. He feeds himself food, climbs, flirts, elates in the ladies' smiles,...
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The day after Christmas we visited my dad, stepmom, and brother in northern Wisconsin. (It's the first time my dad met S or his grandson.) They live on the outskirts of a tiny one-horse town with one...
View Articlethis insular life.
You know what they say you should do when you don't know what to write about? Just give thanks. I guess that's about all I do on this here blog anyway. So here it is. I'm thanking my lucky stars...
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This is the photo we used on Rowan's birthday party invitation. I had big intentions of printing invitations, but time was running out, so I just sent an Evite. Also, because I couldn't find a recent...
View Articlehappy birthday, my little heart melter!
Dear Rowan Skye, Today you are one. I can't believe that you can reach the third shelf of the bookcase, that you take baby steps all by yourself when you're not thinking about it. I can't believe...
View Articlein a family state of mind.
I wrote a full blog last night, Firefox crashed, and none of it saved. It's definitely time for me to change browsers. Sigh la vie. It's been a rough couple of weeks with a feverish baby, who needed...
View Articlelearning to fly.
the journey: that's a whole lotta hormones to stabilize // reminiscing at six months So I was reading this article about how it basically takes nine months to birth a mother. I'd never thought about...
View Articlea soapy mess.
recovering from a lovely dinner, game, and wine night with friends strolling the Palace of Fine Arts in grey, windy weather // first shoots of spring When we got home from San Francisco this evening,...
View Articleeight days a week.
I'm thoroughly enjoying my family after hardly seeing them all week. Today we relaxed, ate eggs for breakfast, and went for an afternoon hike where we discovered a grove of cairns and a labyrinth, the...
View Articlehair story.
Self-Portrait With Cropped Hair by Frida I have a confession to make. I don't shave. After living abroad I stopped and started epilating. I learned (mistakenly or no) that pretty much only American...
View Articleseparating water.
{zipper art via pinterest} Now that I'm not near Rowan during the weekdays, I've taken to bringing him into the shower with me. When he was a baby and S wasn't there, I'd set Rowan outside the shower...
View Articleif i knew the way, i would take you home.
Hi. I'm behind with my life. How do you feel? This weekend it was so warm, we tried to spend most of it at the beach nearby. Sunday evening I ate an ice cream cone the size of Rowan's head (almost)....
View Articlea bit of lately.
1} when life gives you clementines, smile :: 2} chain-linked fence :: 3} tobias, king of the surrey :: 4} round earth :: 5} on the way to lover's point, monterey, ca :: 6} a bite of bright
View Articlethey call it a laundry list, because it needs to be cleaned.
There are essays running untamed through my hair. I'm non sequiturs and full of spine. Rowan's been walking for about a week. It's still funny to look over and see my tall little boy or put him down...
View Articlethe way we grow.
{almirante nieto, torres del paine} It's so fascinating to watch a little one grow. It is relearning wonder as the new person you have become. Remembering to play. To trust. To encourage: yourself and...
View Articleshades of green.
"A mountain keeps an echo deep inside itself. that's how I hold your voice." - Rumi Friends, I wish you are well.
View Articlehello, toddlerhood.
Dear Rowan, Welcome to toddlerhood. I bet nobody ever actually says that to a toddler. That welcome is saved for said tot's parents. For a year people have been saying, it will get better, it will be...
View Articlerole modeling.
Tonight toward the end of putting Rowan to bed, as thought sought after thought, I worried: Everything I can do for this little boy has to do with modeling. Somehow the better human being I am, the...
View Articlelife. and mama's milestones.
{bits of montaña de oro, car camping, after extending s's passport so we can go to turkey (and india for my work) in august} oh what can i say. and where do i start? today i'm weary of capital...
View Articleour little talker.
{santa barbara :: montaña del oro} Rowan, you're a runner and a good listener. You're helping to make mama a better listener too. Your first word was actually a sentence 'ooh dis' (meaning what's...
View ArticleDear Rowan: I am always here and there.
Tonight you asked for daddy to take you to bed. That means I won't be seeing you guys again until I silent myself into bed with you. I'll scoot you to the middle to make space for me. And even though...
View ArticleLinden Sol’s Birth Story - May 26, 2014
Getting There: The Prologue This could start with: Contractions started at 4:27 in the morning. But it really begins with the birth of Rowan Sky, my firstborn, my teacher, crazymaker, joy; and our...
View Articleone year.
Dear Linden, Last night in the wee hours while I lay restless, you deep asleep on a separate pillow. From that distance I could still breathe in your sweetness, less sweaty tonight and more sweet. I...
View Articlearound the sun.
It’s a time of great change for our family, and I’m looking at it as a new leaf for me as I celebrate my life. Which is to say, I enjoy a birthday right after Linden. A year has zoomed by, and...
View Articlemotherhood.
A few night's S+ I sat with our backs against the couch in the living room as the sun set. Rowan was sleeping. The light blurred from yellow to purple to dark, and I lit a a tiny trayful of candles....
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